Last night, I kicked my butt doing a P90X workout. So much that I pretty much passed out after laying in bed at 10! ...right after a friend of mine called, actually...
So I've been stressing so much about my living situation and finding a one bedroom, but I knew that it would be hard to commit to anything knowing I wouldn't know where Anthony would be. I hear your comments now. "Courtney, you need to think about you and you alone right now." "Courtney, you can't depend on him right now because he doesn't even know where he'll be." "Courtney Courtney Courtney." Well, I would tell all of you that you have legit feelings, but I am following my heart and my heart is wherever Anthony is. ...except maybe hiking on the AT. I don't think it would want to hike 2100 miles in six months!
Anyway, a call from this friend, her name is Kyra, surprised me to say the least. She is looking for a roommate to live with her until her boyfriend, Shawn, moves in in December. I really really like Kyra, and I really like Shawn. I also would know where Anthony would be and I can take it one day at a time after that. Truly though, I also wouldn't mind living with both Shawn and Kyra if it ever came to that, as long as they didn't mind, haha! I think Anthony would be surprised at this decision because of how much I've been looking forward to getting a one bedroom apartment up here. But honestly, I just can't afford it comfortably and sign a huge lease by myself not knowing if I'm going to stay. So I am moving out and into another apartment May 1st!
Besides that, I have been so sore from my workout that I've felt like I have had a fever and tons of bruises all day. I keep thinking what Anthony is feeling right now, because at least I'm not hiking 15 miles a day with 35 lbs on my back! I got nothing done at work today, but we did go on a tour to IBS Millwork. Great company, such nice people, I loved it there! Then I came home and Maria's in town visiting! I really wanted to go see the cherry blossoms but I think that it's supposed to rain all day, and I wanted to see Hunger Games, but it's all sold out in DC! UGH!! Oh well :)
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